I've never quite cried as much as I did last night, it was like I couldn't control it my lungs were just shaking and my jaw was locking. I don't know what I'm doing, and I'm so worried and scared about what she's going to do to herself. And now random play threw this at me and I did it again. I need to get really drunk and really numb.
Tonight I’m going to tell you about a school girl crush I’ve had for the last two years. I’m not proud of it, and it’s embarrassing. But I realised that I was lying to myself and that the truth would eventually have to come out, so here goes. I’m in love with Brandon Reilly.
At a loss as to what to do with my evening, tried the pub but that only lasted 45 minutes. It seems I'm all concentrated out. Watching tennenbaums and eating peanuts and malteasters, they'll be gone by the morning. Possible calory intake for the day 34000. I'm not eating tomorrow. I might just sleep in.
Tall to medium density with a large nose that enjoys common speak and sunny evenings. Is the boy with the filthy laugh, the boy with the arab strap. A strange desire to see cats clothed. Unable to find shoes that fit.